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31/12/24 - 'hey patrick, yknow whats funnier than 2024?.. 2025!'

holy moly its the last day of 2024. what. huh. this year went by so fast, and tbh it was probably the worst year of my life, but i made some awesome friends :3 im really grateful for meeting such nice people, and finding a nice community !!!!! ^_^ it makes me genuinely so happy that people like my works and actually care,, i was so nervous of posting because i thought i was gonna get hate, but no! so thank you to all my mutuals and/or followers!!!!! ily all!!!11 /p

obviously a lot of bad things happened this year too. my mental health reached rock bottom and just as i thought it couldnt get any worse, i fell victim to 'really bad things' to say the least. i wont add on that any more. but (trying to) ignore all that, it was a good year for my art journey and other stuff!!

heres a list of lovely merch i got this year! :3

soooooo in conclusion, 1/2 was a shit year, and the other half was a comforting year, since i made a bunch of friends/moots >_<

28/12/24 - eepy

HIHI so today im going out with a few of my friends! ik i said we were gonna go yesterday but i thought it was saturday LMAO,, anyways im a bit nervous but i got enough sleep i think! also had a weird dream XD

27/12/24 - madoka figure for christmas!

i got a madoka figure for christmas!! i love her soso much and im so grateful :3 i slept the ENTIRE day yesterday (26th) cuz i stayed up the previous night X_X" i cant sleep now tho, obviously, but thats not rlly a good thing because me and a couple of my friends were gonna go out today, and i dont wanna be tired. its alr tho, im gonna probably take a nap before going ^^

24/12/24 - CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!??

CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!! ive been making a christmas rayman art piece and its probably gonna be finished just in time for christmas!!!!! yippee!! idk why but does anyone else feel as if this this christmas isnt as christmasy as other christmases....... or am i just losing it

17/12/24 - stuff T_T

idk how but i just realised that christmas is shortly arriving..... WTF!! /POS im really excited, even tho im not gonna be doing anything :"0 okok BUT!rn im working on my shrines!! specifically spongebob's shrine, even tho i was planning to make raymans first XD,, thats probably because ive been rlly hyperfixated on it again for the last week ofihuhhhhhh T T im rewatching the spongebob musical AGAIN for like the fifth time i think rn while i code!

15/12/24 - new nick crowley upload yippee!!

HAI CHAT!! ok so i just finished CRYING my fucking eyes out,,,,, i was unable to cry for a while for some reason, so this is kinda 'refreshing', if thats the right word????? was i sobbing to music? YES. but i somehow feel better so yippee!1!1 anywayx, NICK CROWLEY POSTED!!!!!! i was SO happy!! nick crowleys content is soso awesome sauce i 1000000% recommend :33333,,

14/12/24 - boring day but SPONGEBOB MUSICAL HOORAY ^_^

hii hello!! :3c its 3am for me rn and ive been doing nothing but coding for the last 4 (?) hours!!!! X_X im taking a little break to write in here tho cuz why not!! ^_^

ok so i fell asleep LMAO but now im back and its kinda towards the end of the day! nothing really happened though,, i was planning to go out but i ended up staying home (X_X). maybe next time i guess. anyways, im rewatching the spongebob musical for the third or fourth time rn,, its so good i lobe the spgnoeebob musical!!!!! :3

13/12/24 - talking about thoughts ^w^

hihi this is my second diary entry on here!! whoopee!! today was another normal day, nothing rlly interesting.. T_T i started a new selfship drawing and im like halfway done hooray!!!!! ^_^ okok but dude. i have smth 2 tell u. i thinbk i have a crush,, idk but this is my first crush ever and SHE'S MY FRIEND!!!! 0_0 ive got NO idea what 2 do...... its alr tho, ill probably get over it in about a month TwT" soooooo ig thats all 4 now!! cya!! :Dc

HIHI IM BACK! its later in the day rn, and im pretty bored so im just gonna write in here! tbh, im kinda considering qutting tiktok. i dont really enjoy making edits anymore and the app is filled to the BRIM with hate. dont get me wrong, every social media is at least a bit toxic, but tiktok is ESPECIALLY just filled with misery,,,,,(and twitter but thats a whole other story T_T). i dont really wanna delete the app tho, cuz my friends send me stuff sometimes and i like looking at what they send me! also, i love seeing my mutual's videos - theyre all soso talented!!!!! i just dont think that ill really be that active :'3 i think it would make me happier, rather than constantly seeing things that i dont wanna see, if that makes any snese :'0

10/12/24 - first entry omg!!!!

FIRST POSSIBLE DIARY ENTRY ON HERE!1!1 :3 today was pretty ok; i did tons of drawing as usual (mainly just doodles of my OCs) and watched some nexpo :Dc for lunch i had pasta, and i didnt have dinner today o(>< )o,, rn its 3am (in my timezone), so i should probably get 2 sleep since i have school X_X, but i rlly wanna play some tomodachi life ngl........ oomfie taught me how 2 get the game on my laptop TY VRO!1!1 U KNOW WHO U ARE!1!1 okok thats it i guess!! (^_^) BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!